wasted

not drunk. time spent= wasted.
iono. hmmm ive been thinking which i tend to do sometimes about my greatest fear: being unsuccessful. i mean the thought is really scary: no money,no car, no computer, no camera, no food, no life. and no life means that my designs [ which are my life] would cease. i hate ceasing. ugh the world.
on a happier note [ for me anyway ] school starts 1 week from today and im so frickin excited!.
Schedule:


1. electronic music ensemble- bruining
2. Honors English 12-schenker
3.American Democracy aka Government- mermelstein
4. Drama Workshop-zuccaro
5. Musical Theater workshop- stevenson
6. Video Production-iannacone

and im really f' in excited : ]
but thats been established. hmmm ive been reading. alot. i spent a whole day at barnes and nobles and read at least 3 books. and i got a job

i officially work at HOLLISTER. i got my member card and everything! i start work saturday : ]
hmmmm cant think of wat else to write xcept this.

I WASNT MEAN TO BE POOR- so i never will be. my demands in style and in life are too rich for the world. ive noticed tht about myself. its really badd. and unsuccessfulism will be the start of poorness. ugh my life.

My new name : Meme Juanese Van derParhm

CITY GIRL HIP POP PLAYLIST:
Troublemaker--> Weezer
Makes Me Wonder--> Maroon 5
Bleeding Love--> Leona Lewis
Mercy--> Duffy
Can't Bring Me Down--> Karina
Make Up--> Vanity 6
Dangerous--> Kardinal Offishall

Long time- got pissed-going off

I have come to realize that Warner Bros is one of the companys that make the best movies... I hate that. They make Batman and Nolan [[director]] is not even thinking about making a third till he finishes his next movie. and Cause they make HARRY POTTER and they pushed that back to my birthday July 17, 2009.
Its gonna be the last movie i see in Los Angleles!

on the happier side? i got accepted to the college i wanted.

The Academy of Art University in San Francisco!

Im so frickin excited its not even funny. iono. i feel reassured or something. im the first girl in my family to attend a university so its a really big deal to me and my family... then theres that whole thing where i dont have to worry about dead lines and stuff because i absolutely know where im going. : ]
So now all i have to do is graduate High School and ill be on my way to a new home- life-...friends

Saddens me that i am growing apart from all my friends. i dont mean to but i seem to be getting tired of the same stuff everyday. why cant we do something different. talk about something different. iono. thats a hard question. especially because i didnt give it a question mark. : ]

im getting my hair done tomorrow because i have make up pics for the yearbook on thursday. ugh thats love.

thats all im in for now ill let u kno more later.

City Girl Hip Pop Playlist:
16 @ War--> Karina
Tiger Heat--> Ultraviolet Sound
Bossy--> Lindsay Lohan
Breaking Dishes--> Rihanna
Stop and Stare--> OneRepublic
Grace Kelly--> Mika
Ready, Set, Go!--> Tokio Hotel
Lost!--> Coldplay
Crimewave--> Crystal Castles
Down in Mexico--> The Coasters

Plankton

i created this song called MALIBU'S MOST WANTED and i didnt have a rapper name. my name is now plankton. because being Malibu's Most Wanted is about how i skate through life and things come easy for me. wel not for me for Plankton. Its easy for this character. as soon as i get somne pictures and a promis from nina of a new song, i will make a myspace. Yay!
i got that name from adriana btw.
so now onto life.
i want a lost boy
u kno a guy who u could call a boyfriend but isnt really? iono.
hes ur date guy u always go out on dates and ur always together u always hang. its a boy friend. but not with so much commitment.
i want one...
adriana helped me with a situation. im tired of leaving all the work to other people we all need to stand up for ourselves.
ugh
i kno; confusing
ugh im real... iono confused???
and tired
gonna watch a movie
so no playlist

Forka Fotos

So my friends and i went to breaking dawns release party=so much fun.
i won a prize for most original costume
this one girl she was the lovechild of two males and only her friends screamed [[ugh little girls]]
and sherri was team switzerland

but i was the most original.

I was Forks Washington. [[the little town where the book takes place]]
and my ear drums never felt like bleeding till i announced thats who i was.
And i won. So i was made 3rd in line to by the book. which means technically in that book store i was the first person to open the book and read. and it was ahmazing.
i finished reading it but im not gonna announce any spoilers. read the book all through the morning. i was to anxious to go to sleep.
its a must read.
on another note i am posting up forks fotos.

and so i had a great time reading and answering trivia and drinking root beer while discussing with the jacob , edward , victoria, and bella look alikes about the future of the book.
and i also had fun taking random pics of people outside the bookstore because they were so nosey they had to look in. FLASH IN THEIR FACE!!

City Girl Hip Pop Playlist:

dont have anything i havent listened to anything in the past two days xcept a song none of you can get--my song-- so the next playlist will be xtra good!